Why blog?
Because I like to write.
So what do i write? How to decide?
Thousands of thoughts and experiences come and go...some stay with me, most
don’t. I am not my thoughts or emotions, am i? I'm much more than the sum-total of my Body Breath Mind Intellect Memory and Ego. But some thoughts have
it’s own beauty. When these flow as words, they have value.
So, when i am writing something, am i
expressing what is at an experiential level? Then it is a poem, even if it may
not look like one, in it's form.
When i am analysing from an intellectual
level, arguments may follow. So, it has to be credible, based in facts, for a
healthy discussion.
For writing on a social or political issue,
analysis and research is important. Because that’s my view, or opinion on those
happenings in the world which i care about; not my experience. And these arguments or debates are
healthy, too.
I love to read. And i keep learning from
what i read, even after i’ve kept the book aside. When a learning is at वाचन / श्रवण (Reading/ Listening)level or even मनन (contemplation) level, if i express my views on it, that is open to discussion. When the knowledge has reached the
level of “निधिध्यास ”, that is, it has become a part of you, like
a treasure, that’s when the beauty of the words is at its fullest.
So, for me, that’s the question to ask myself, before trying
a hand at putting down thoughts in words. I may quote from a spiritual
or religious text; but i will not interpret it, if it has not become a part of
me. Because interpretations may involve खंडन (dissent) of someone’s मत (view).
For that, first i must study the same thoroughly. That is, मंडन (affirmative study).
Then my argument has value, and the debate is actually healthy, but
only if i am feeling up to it. Otherwise, i will keep my understanding with
myself, or within a conversation with few.
Also, before forming an opinion on a
subject, it is essential to study and assimilate the प्रमाण ग्रन्थ (standard source) for the same. If one has just read a commentary on a scripture, or read reference
to the topic from other texts, it is not wise to comment.
For me, as an example, though i love the
Navkar mantra and many teachings of the Jain dharma, i will never comment on
the same, as i have not read the authentic scriptures.
And at the same time, Shrimad Bhagawat is
the Pramaan Granth for Shri Krishna’s life and times. If a discussion on the same is
happening somewhere, which is based in personal points of view, i may put my
inputs if i've understood the topic well from the better source, and if it’s a
friendly talk. Or i may just chose to ignore it.
Just a small test –
When i'm writing something that’s not
based on facts and figures but comes from a deeper level, i've to ask myself, whether the words are coming like a poem? Am i feeling gratitude for having an opportunity and ability to
put the thoughts in words? Feeling the beauty of the knowledge?
Or is it to prove a point? To show that I know better?
Is it coming from a Sense of Wonder or is it Questioning!?!
Simple.
If it’s former, Yessss...go ahead, write it...someone reading it may just go back to the practice of prayer or meditation, on their own chosen path, after
having a glimpse through the words. It takes a निमित्त (cause) for any action. In total innocence and grace,
be that nimitta. It may bring smiles on many a faces!!!
